Find faith in life. In whatever will keep you believing that we are not meaningless. Retain what you have learned because love is an endless wonder. It’s a never-ending knowledge, this is our only solution. I believe in me. I believe in you. I believe that we are not meaningless.
Everyday is nothing but stress to me, I’m constantly dwelling on how you got the best of me. Want to know something I can’t believe? The way you keep testing me, and mentally molesting me. Would you think any less of me if I said that i’d be there? Would you think any less of me if I said I really cared? Of course you would. Because you only want what you can’t have.
You don’t feel anything at all.
Maybe there’s more to life than it seems, I’m constantly running from reality chasing dreams. Want to know something I can’t believe? Just how much misery comes with humility. Do you think any less of me now that I’m gone? Look at me now, everything is gone. I can’t seem to do anything right. But I’ve figured out why you don’t let me inside
I don’t remember why I went into that place. It came together the moment I laid eyes upon your face. And there when i saw you my eyes opened bright and wide. It’s hard to switch this off believe girl I’ve tried.
Amazing when you think you know yourself and you feel like such a stranger. Amazing when you meet for the first time, It feels like I’ve known you my whole life.
I wish i were beautiful, or that you were half way blind. I’d live on reactions girl I want to see your face ignite. You know I could save you, but are you needing to be saved?
Please don’t tell the truth and don’t tell me lies, just keep it contradicting. Be my everything, and nothing at all. I can’t shake this confusion in my heart.
I’m unaware of how to think and how to feel. I don’t understand what is a fantasy and what is real. You’re just so consuming, And i find it all too hard, to think with my head and not with my heart.